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1. |
Now I Know
04:41
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Now I Know
First time, now the last time
Had to say it, oh no
Grieving, so deceiving
My mind falling, for sure
You can turn your back on, all that's been haunting you
It will just linger, don't you remember
First time, now the last time
Leaving, oh no
Oh no Oh no
Oh no Oh no
There you go again, spinning me right round
Empty bottles and a place of no return
There you go again I can't turn back now
Now that I know now
Look what you've done now
When you think of when I was your night ground
Probably forgot
And now you'll never learn
Here you go again losing my mind now
Oh cause I know now
Look what you've done now
Time flies, while my heart dies
Should I say it, oh no
Leaving, just to give in
Cutting corners, I go
Left me in the dark and now I can see the truth
Thought you figured, I could be triggered
Time flies, you say goodbye
There's another, oh no
There you go again, spinning me right round
Empty bottles and a place of no return
There you go again I can't turn back now
Now that I know now
Look what you've done now
When you think of when I was your night ground
Probably forgot
And now you'll never learn
Here you go again losing my mind now
Oh cause I know now
Look what you've done now
Oh no Oh no
Oh no Oh no
Talk her up all night again
Why am I cut up we're only friends
Something strange I cannot hide
You're deranged but I feel inside
Follow them around the halls
Pick your best then you want more
You want more you want more
There you go again, spinning me right round
Empty bottles and a place of no return
There you go again I can't turn back now
Now that I know now
Look what you've done now
When you think of when I was your night ground
Probably forgot
And now you'll never learn
Here you go again losing my mind now
Oh cause I know now
Look what you've done now
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2. |
Not Missing You
04:27
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Anger get's the best of you
Love me but can't see the truth
You've been tearing me down and I'm never around and you're wondering why
Such a mess that's nothing new
I'm trying to find a bit of proof
That we're more than a couple of unstable heart's that are trying to survive
You pick at me so you can pick me up again
Manipulate me to prevent this all from ending
Drag me around always assuming I'd be there and only now you care
I've stopped missing the idea of you
All of this has made you someone new, if only I knew
Deceived myself for the better and now I am better off ooh
I'm not missing I'm not missing I'm glad I've got away from you
I'm not okay with you
Never safe but I held on
Everything we did was wrong
Maybe it was the thrill of the thought of the stillness that comes and then goes
Your tendencies took all of me
Away from where I should've been
So you justify all of the actions that lack all that seems to be sane
Always had so much to hide
Forget about your darker side
For once I wanted to be left alone I wish I'd known
I've stopped missing the idea of you
All of this has made you someone new, if only I knew
Deceived myself for the better and now I am better off ooh
I'm not missing I'm not missing I've finally got away from you
Keep on mistreating me believing I'd be there
It overwhelmed me til' it's all that I could bare
Drowned out my happiness consuming all my days but I'll be okay cos'
I've stopped missing the idea of you
All of this has made you someone new, if only I knew
Deceived myself for the better and now I am better off ooh
I'm not missing I'm not missing I've finally got away from you
I've stopped missing the idea of you
All of this has made you someone new, if only I knew
Deceived myself for the better and now I am better off ooh
I'm not missing I'm not missing I've finally got away from you
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3. |
Over & Over
04:46
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VERSE:
I feel it in my bones
Crushing down like a waterfall
Not the same and it shows, wonder if they know
What's underneath my skin at all
Slowly breaking out
Through the cracks oh I start to fall
No control just doubt where even am I now
Fragile like a little china doll
PRE-CHORUS:
God it feels like the right thing, right time,
right now, I'm giving my all but not for the better
Everything's taking over
Why have I gotten older
Don't really feel much older
Nothing's changed
CHORUS:
I'm not 18
2016
Two years have passed, still I'm breaking
My thought's on fire, this deep desire
Keeps creeping in, guess I'm just lying
To myself, myself, guess I can't help it, help it, help it
I'm not 18, but feeling free again
VERSE:
I need to break this trend
It's all caught up on my energy
I just can't comprehend, how there is no end
Wish some logic would just take my lead
Started off so small
Subtle cravings now apart of me
Suffering withdrawals, dying overall
Yet somehow I seem to disagree
PRE-CHORUS:
Oh it feels like a fight now, night comes, lights out
Hitting the wall some more of forgetting
Everything tumbles closer
Can't shake it off my shoulder
The air feels so much colder
This is getting strange
CHORUS:
I'm not 18
2016
Two years have passed, still I'm breaking
My thought's on fire, this deep desire
Keeps creeping in, guess I'm just lying
To myself, myself, guess I can't help it, help it, help it
I'm not 18, but feeling free again
BRIDGE:
Over and over
I just keep coming back around
I reach the top then hit the ground
Higher then lower
I'm burning out can't help at all
Can't handle it I need some more
X2
CHORUS:
I'm not 18
2016
Two years have passed, still I'm breaking
My thought's on fire, this deep desire
Keeps creeping in, guess I'm just lying
To myself, myself, guess I can't help it, help it, help it
I'm not 18, but feeling free again
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4. |
Unfamiliar Disaster
06:18
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How did I get this way
Can't seem to find my way anymore
Love you with all of my heart
But sometimes you scare me
Maybe life's taken its toll
Restless and I'm getting old I don't want to
Am I losing my mind
Or trying to find it
Take a breath if I can
I just can't understand
Is it you
We'll all die in the end
I don't need to pretend
I don't feel alive
Only want you if
You don't want me
Want to feel loved but
need to feel free
Am I filling up my time with all my false lust
Only used to my
mind being used
That's the love that I've known my heart's bruised
Out of place my head aches
Feeling trapped yet so loved
You're so head over heels
Maybe I'm bored with feeling in love
Feel like life's fading fast
Am I drowning or drunk
I shouldn't try so hard to feel
Things are too familiar not real anymore
Why am I waiting for change
Or the usual disaster
Want to enter the night
Feel so lost in despise
Sick of plans structured lines
How do I close my eyes
Only want you if
You don't want me
Want to feel loved but
need to feel free
Am I filling up my time with all my false lust
Only used to my
mind being used
That's the love that I've known my heart's bruised
Out of place my head aches
Feeling trapped yet so loved
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5. |
Water to Me
04:20
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I've lost myself again
Another deep dead end
I'm searching for a change
But I'm stuck with this pain
A strange comforting friend
This vulnerability
Keep's coming back to me
The cycle's coming back
My mind's under attack
But that's how I feel free
Trying to be at ease
What's reality
I'm pulled under sucked under again
Relying I'm dying
I can't be without it anymore
I'm shaking whilst breaking
When's this going to end I can't be sure
It's like water it's water to me
I need it I need it to breathe
It's like water it's water to me
But that's okay... it's just for now, right?
Pretend I'm in a dream
Then it comes easily
So anxious thinking straight
What more can I create
This is all I seem to need
Think I'm in control
But I don't know
This attachment is molding into me
Relying I'm dying
I can't be without it anymore
I'm shaking whilst breaking
When's this going to end I can't be sure
It's like water it's water to me
I need it I need it to breathe
It's like water it's water to me
But that's okay... it's just for now, right?
Keeps on clouding up my mind
Release this tension I'll unwind
It's a habit that I'll justify
The only answer I can find
Keeps on clouding up my mind
Release this tension I'll unwind
It's a habit that I'll justify
The only answer I can find
Relying I'm dying
I can't be without it anymore
I'm shaking whilst breaking
When's this going to end I can't be sure
It's like water it's water to me
I need it I need it to breathe
It's like water it's water to me
But that's okay... it's just for now, right?
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MADI LEEDS Melbourne, Australia
Pairing introspective lyrics with layered Sonic Textures, Madi Leeds offers a compelling take on the Indie-Pop genre.
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